I was on The Swan season 2 and banned from the Really awards

[socalswan]

I was on The Swan season 2. Anyone can go on a scavenger hunt*Amazing Race) or live in a house with a bunch of people (Big Brother) but I got \"CUT\" for reality TV. I was on one of the most hardcore shows ever. I have emails from Pam \"promising\" to get me and my fiance\' in only to get a \"no and even if you did get in you wouldn\'t walk the Red Carpet\" What kind of BS is that? I have shared all this with everyone in the industry that I can get a hold of. What disrespect on Pam\'s part. I HAVE THE EMAILS from her,it was a \"Gentleman\'s agreement\". What a slap in the face to me. I went through a lot for Reality TV, a whole hell of a lot. I deserve to go and even get special recognition. I can and will get louder especially after surgery. She may have been bullied into her choice to exclude me. I will certainly get a lot louder when the Really\'s are taped. I will continue share the \"slap in the face\" that I got from Fox Reality to all my media friends and then some. I have nothing to lose. I have severe Lupus, this may have been my last chance.
I was kicked to the curb by Nely Galan, we all were do this isn\'t a huge surprise..more douchebags in Hollywood oh what a shock.!!!
How mean is it to kick down someone with existing insecurity issues(some stemmed from The Swan)and make them feel like they\'re lower than s**t!!!
Lorrie Arias (The Swan season 2)